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Jigsaw Puzzle : Part I

Jigsaw Puzzle

.. what is it ? It is defined as "A puzzle consisting of a mass of irregularly shaped pieces of cardboard, plastic, or wood that form a picture when fitted together". Why is it defined as a "puzzle"? Is it because of the mass of irregularly shaped pieces? or because it is not fitted together? Its up to you to decide actually ;)

Have you ever manage to finish a jigsaw puzzle before? well i dont know bout u but i did , 250 pieces which took me 3 days ... ok ok its 72 hrs i know ... but i was just 7 by then or 6 ?.. i forgot myself .. There are a lot of criteria u need to complete a jigsaw puzzle, regardless of how simple it may be ... One with without such criteria took longer than the others that do, obviously ..

Mixture
It has come to my mind sometimes ago that a Jigsaw Puzzle .. can actually represent a lot of things around us .. One of which is, our LIFE. What makes me say so or thought so u might ask .. well u see, a Jigsaw Puzzle has many pieces to be fitted together to form a picture. As we are in our life, we need a lot of ppl to fit with us to form our life,or i would say a CIRCLE OF LIFE. And you know that each Jigsaw Puzzle is of irregular shape .. which implies to our life as well, each people that fit with us around are DIFFERENT. They have different look, personality, thoughts, style of living, path of life and so on ... each distinguish them from others. We need "Irregularly Shaped puzzles" making a "Shaped Picture": "Different People" making our life "Shaped". As for what kind of people? let see .. family .. friends .. buddies .. colleagues .. football fan club fancies .. shopping craze gang .. all sort that u can think of .. And I am sure that at least one of those is with us, in our Jigsaw Puzzle Life ...

Unique
As mentioned .. each Jigsaw Puzzle is irregularly shaped .. however , there is always possibility that one or few that might look similar, or exactly the same shape. Same as those people around us, some may look alike, behave alike,think alike, speak alike, sing alike ... but remember, however pieces of Jigsaw Puzzle might be similar they each has their own location to be placed at. Which implies to us however those around us might be a clone of others ... each of them is significantly different from those alike them and hence played a different role in our life. That is why in life, u do not compare people with people .. WHY , u ask me ? Then let me answer you with this :"Do you compare Jigsaw Puzzles within each pieces of them?" You don't. Because every pieces is significantly different and must be placed in order to complete the PUZZLE!

Thought Of The Day :
Pre : Jigsaw Puzzle needs many pieces to form a picture
Post : Our life needs many people to form the circle of life

Pre : Each jigsaw puzzle pieces might have a similar or exact same shape as a lot of others, but they have different location set to be placed at
Post : Even human can be cloned, they always have a significant part of themselves

-=-Time Fliess-=-

yub yub ... just as the title implies ... time really flies damn fast ... a week raya jz went off like tat ... thinking back ... i din really do much or serious works besides some part of my assignments ... n some games ... n mostly sleeping ... argh ... time is running out from my life ... n i can do nth bout it ... cant get a hand to catch up with it ... but nvm ... i still stick to my old phrase ... live life happy hehe ...
    been addicted to linkin Park's songs lately ... ya ya i know their songs been long exist years back ... but i only start to listen  lately ma ... i like their lyrics ..  some love songs sang in rock way .. tats smth new ... love .. yea ... its smth long lost in me for a while now ... n some1's slowly forming one back for me ... its unshapeable ... yet we all been trying hard to shape it perfectly ...
    its actually going to b 3 soon ... but i cant really sleep ... dunno wats attacking my mind ... deliberately .... failing me to get some nice sleep ... n make me listen to linkin park ... heh ... faint ... numb ... n somewhere i belong ... NUMB to the feelings of hurt as i FAINT for love and trying to find SOMEWHERE I BELONG apparently IN THE END im back to beginning of who i am ... damn ... i need some sleep seriously ..

Holiday ~

well..nothing much of today .. jz tat its a holiday in selangor ... n the haze is still on ... damn ... morning when i woke up i can smell the smoky taste down my throat ... n i try to see those buildings tat are so blur in vision ... the haze really is killing!! somemore i hav to walk to col :'( good tat in the noon it rained~
 luckily yesterday manage to pass up my webpage assignment ... tho my report is sort of simply end it up de la .. really sien of it d .. redo for 2 times ... darn ~ n after tat feel so much relieved ... this week got plenty of things to do leh .. got java quiz somemore ... n math assignment due in 2 weeks time ~ my my ... gotta do smth bout it or else i will really DIE !!
     ahhh ~ went to Low Yat with my fren Big D**k today( ngek ngek ngek)... well we arent in good luck ... as i said earlier ... it rained ... good for the haze .. bad timing tho ... it was so heavy tat we r forced to wait for almost 1/2 hr at KL Sentral ... puh .. n today really is a crowded day ... man ... too bad not much leng lui to be spotted lol~~ xp ehhe .. went t low yat to buy some empty dvds ~ n also my new thumbdrive !! hope this one won get corrupted la .. if not ... i will CRY !!

Song of the day:
Jay Chou - Long Zuan Feng ( i remember i sang this along with the girl i once like a lot n still do)
Jay Chou - Qing Tian (this one also hehe miz her much listening to it)

Yet...Another terrible week!!

      argh .. sien ... sien ... very sien .. SUPER sien ... guess wat .. my thumbdrive is inaccessible ... fuk .. . somemore inaccessible 2 days b4 my programming assignment due date ... oh my god .. is this punishment for me or wat??  also ... i hav to recover my HTML assignment ..AGAIN which i lost last time ... damn!! all i can say is tat im running out of luck ... not to mention good luck .. my my ... anyone can share some luck with me ?? heh .. guess not ... fed up of this shit ...lucky i can recover back some files ... ofcoz ... majority gone case d la ...
      Dun mention sad case d ... hav to cheer up bit ~ live life happy ! tats my life "protocol" hehehe ... well.. one person cant always be happy or else he/she will get numb of the happy feelings n in the end turn out not happy d right ? ahh~ thinking of coming friday makes me even more happy ~ cz im going to kch n meeting up wif my parents n my sis ~ too bad cant meet my bro tho .. heh .. n its jz so "ngam" tat the day happens to be mooncake festival too!! i plan to buy some favourite mooncake of my mom's n giv her a suprise hehe ... coz she sure thinks tat i won buy anything for her de hehe ~
      the other day my fren asked me why did i seldom got angry or always bare with teases when they make fun of me ... well ... seriously ... i dunno ... all i can think of is ... if i can make them laugh happily like tat ... well i dun hav lots to lose ... so nvm la ~ n i can laugh myself too ...heh .. stupid me huh? but ... don u think tat getting angry always is so pathetic?? i mean .. it boost up n use up ur energy .. n in the end u get nothing but frustation ... kind of not worth it ... unless u really reach ur limit .. or else .. as i said ~~ live life happy !! lolz ... it will be hard to do so .. but at least we try .. its not like the first day i born i know how to bare with laughters .. pains... sinisters ... angers ... i walked through all n find myself a better man than b4 ... not to praise myself ofcoz .. but when u get more life experience .. u do grow up ... jz tat u din realize it ..
      ma' ... i guess tats all for today .. hope ya all have a nice time !!!!


Songs of the day:
1) Skye Sweetnam - Tangle up in me
2)  Van Fan Yi Chen - Love Story (Ai Qing Gu Shi)

180 degree || frenz ? love?

okay ... i know title looks weird so .. dun ask why i choose it ... the 180 degree jz remind me of Victor's (Ping Guan) previous album ~ still remember i sang some of those songs with my buddy back then when we were form 3 heh ~ sweet memories those are~! n as for frenz? love? dun ask  2... jz smth within my mind only hehe well~ jz had my Java mid-term today ... F**k it ... my mind totally blur n i knew i had a lot of mistakes done ... shud've prepare more for it ... darn ...duno wats wrong wif me this sem..nt as persistence as i was last sem d..get lazy easily n almost always got no mood to study or so for..even assignment also wanna delay as much as i can..really gonna get a "Shieldtox for lazy bugs" to kill all those useless piece of shits inside me..haihz ~ nvm bout it at the moment la..will found the solution sooner later anyway... called n chat with my sis jz nw~ she's having her pmr heh jz wanna giv her some advice..i know i know pmr was nth but still we hav to sit for it.. wat to do? government protocols for schools..sienz ... talked to her for around an hour and only found out that she is using CELCOM operator while i am using MAXIS!!!!! fuk~ the bill's gonna double up like hell this time.. hope my dad aint gonna kill me for this~ xþ back then i saw a tv3 show - 3R - some of u shud know or mayb even watched too ~ talking bout relationship handling methods..heh.. the scenario goes like this:
1)Girl A is gf to Guy B ... A is always so fond of her bf that she used to call B like every minutes or so eventhough she really has nth important to tell to B ...
2) they went out pakto together...A always wants B to decided wer to go..wat to do..wat to hav for meals..
3) when B wants to go watch football match with his frenz..A gave him a sour look on her face asking wats s fun of being with his fren n those ball show that he wants to leave her alone
4) when A's frenz ask her to go for a movie, A asked her bf n finds tat he was unable to go wif her...she turned her frenz down..
5)A knows that B cant go movie with her because of work so she thought of paying him a visit n discover he's working with a female colleague..she went rampage n storm out of the office
And here goes the discussions ~
1)A shud giv some space for B to actually breathe ... sometimes when u actually call less ... u may make the other half miss u more ... aint tat a better thing to happen?
2) at times we shud giv our opinions or our thoughts too..burden our other half by pushing away responsibility is a bad thing to do
3)both girl n guy need their own space to have their own interest worked out or chaining frenships with others eventhough in a relationship already .. being selfish isnt a good choice at time like this
4)don b too reliable on the other half that u cant do things on ur own and including cant even hang out with own frenz...spare time with frenz other than own bf
5)dun react too sensitively jz because of wat u see with ur eyes..not everyone u see walking together on the street side by side or close to each other actually means they hav something up within their relationship..being sensitive at times can harm ur own relationship
Well well ~ i quite agree with their opinions n thoughts somehow ~ however its always our choice that how we work our relationship out ... n always we wan it to be best for the relationship right? so ladies n gentlemen~ dun withdraw options that u might actually regret ~ :) have a nice day

Songs of the day : You Hong Ming - Liang Shang (lin) Yi Ge Ren
                            :MLTR - paint my love
 

holiday week~

Weee ~~ it's a week of holiyda for me ~ n i "fully" utilize it !! wahahah ... know how? everyday play eat sleep play eat sleep (inifinite daily loop) xþ n guess wat ... i forgot to do Online HTML test... shit!! really totally forget about it !! damn! but .. nvm la ... hope the other exam can cover back the loss of the marks... :'( haih~ this week quite a lot of stuff happen...one friend got his relationship puzzle ... another fight against each other for dignity about dota game ... then another 2 more the same thing for dota game ... my my ... i was like :"wat the hell is on with the game? its jz bloody game which suppose to b fun .. why make it so serious like wanna kill ppl like tat? my gosh ... the world's gonna have plenty of cold war bcoz of the game ..." ... sien lo .... cut the crap out anyway since i din really in tat game as much as they do ... friendship means more to me than a bloody game ... speaking of which ... seems there's a lot of problem with the phrase ends with -ship ... friendship ... relationship ... warship mayb ? nahh ... ppl used to say that friendship are as tough as a tank if there r faith ... well ... its not quite true ... truthful is the other needed for tough friendship...same goes for any type of relationship ... as long as we are truthful to at least ourself .. we could get rid of the possibility of regreting ... haihz haihz ... n i also find out that some couples or going-to-be bf/gf fear of distance-relationship ... hmm~ all i can say is tat as long as both side have faith n trust each other as much as one side do ... shudnt b any problem ... there might b a lot of things tat cant be done such like kissing ... hugging ... sort of stuff ... but if both went thru the "barrier" of distance ... in the end they will end up loving each other more ~ i've got couple of friends having their other half thousand or mayb million miles away ~ n still they hav good love relationship till now ;) so trust me fren ... have faith in urself n other half~ and things might jz end up better ;) well~~ guess i gonna end here  ~ hehe ...


-=- Song of the day : Enrique Iglesias - You're My No. 1-=-

bad week~ ends up better always ;P

Wahhhhhh a terrifying week i had !! damn !  first i got my leg sprained ... couldnt really walk properly for the first few days ... nvm ... then i went for "chinese" doctor specialist in this injuries .... damn ... i wonder if he is curing my leg or is he actually tearing my leg apart ~~!!! pain like hell!! but at least i can walk better after that la .. thnz to him xþ okay .. its not over yet !!.. jz after the excruciating pain ... went home for a nice sleep ... woke up .. found my head freaking heavy ... worst ... found myself in fever ... wat the f*** ... wanna combo sickness on me meh?? deng ~ and finally my luck comes ~ next week holiday loo!~~ n my sickness is gone with the bump on my foot decreasing in size xþ ngek ngek ngek ~ lucky still can walk to hav bah kut teh on monday ehhe~

boring day~~

28 Dec 2005

ahh~ gomen gomen ... so long din update my own post ... sienz ... being lazy myself gah ... wat can do ... really nth to do at home ... so boring ... even now lazy to on pc .. coz doing the all same stuff .. haha ... sienz ... went to curtin to enrol today,with my sucks results ... haha ... really sucks ... regret din get better one lol ... juz hope i can get in la ... so i no need somewer far again ... really dam tired ... haiz ~ someone juz get me out of my home!!! gah ...

xMaS~!

-+-18 Dec 2005-+
*woot*~its going to b xmas again!!In another ermm week time? but duno wer to celebrate neh ~ quite sien leh!juz watched King Kong yesterday ... dam long la the movie ... my ass like stucked in the seat d... but quite ok la ~ haven watch Narnia yet ;( heh~ went to see my going-to-be new house juz now ~ room so small!!~ cant fit me in ;P neway good to hav own room too keke can do watever within myself ;) new years coming soon also wahlao... time is realy flying huh ... bought some shirts last night...dam gao cheap xP but still not enof la aih~ no $$ to buy ... bo bian diu ... result also out soon ... next weekend !!! my gosh ... mou ngan tai ... gonna be real sucks ...!!
@LIVE LIFE HAPPY@

 

what's life like ?

-=-16 December 2005-=-
wakaka ~ first time to write in different colors...know why ?coz today is my blue day !juz came back with mom haiz ~ hot day but seems gonna rain soon ... its weird ... wanna rain still so hot ... diu la ... i juz washed my dad's car this morning now u wanna rain sienz .. juz now went to PUSTAKA...F!! forgot it opens at 1pm on weekdays ... sai ngo time...later need to go again...my ex bug me again this morning ... im still wondering...cant her be more mature than she is right now? she still think all i done is not correct n smth is missing ... well, tell me buddies - "if you end up relationship with your gf/bf will u keep hanging on with the relationship on ur own? or u will start a new life with a brand new day?" As far as i concern, i heard most ppl say this :" if u really love him/her, let her go when she/he says so." but it don seems to work on my case, why ah ? well,it dun really bother me much ... but being bugged isnt a nice things u know(I muz let u all knw this ;p) anyway~! I wish those couples or going-to-be couples to do what u think is right or u know is right and dun be bound by what so called love-rules, there aint such thing ok. Coz this rule is created by ur own hand n no one set it dead! its alive !! ;) heh its nice to update my blog LOL
TO LOVE OR TO BE LOVED FIRST THING U MUST LEARN IS HOW TO LET GO